A life of disappointments

Son, what have you been thinking about today?

Father, is that you?

Son, of course it is! I'm glad you are starting to recognize how I speak to you.

Father, is that you?

Son, I have always tried to let you know I am here. Why don't you trust that it is Me who is speaking to your mind, right now?

Father, I think it is you who is speaking to me. I hope I'm not crazy and that my mind isn't playing tricks on me.

Son, that's what I have been trying to tell you: you have to let Me speak to your mind the way I want to. You are trusting My thoughts more because you are able to readily recognize Me more consistently. Know that these thoughts I have put in your mind are My thoughts. Your thoughts have begun to accept My thoughts because you have allowed Me to take away from you your perception (in your mind) as to how I do things. Does this make sense, son?

Father, if this is you speaking to me; then I want you to keep speaking to me. Would you tell me about what "grace" means?

(laughing) Son, why don't you just let me speak to you about the things I want to speak to you about. It is through these things that I want to speak to you about that I am better able to reveal Myself to you the way I want you to see, know, and recognize Me as.

Father, are you telling Me that I can't think for myself?

Son (laughing and shaking head), no no.... That 's not at all what I'm saying. You are becoming an overcomer; just as My son (Jesus) did. He was able to overcome the temptations of this world by fellowshipping with Me. He was not born with all the abilities He had. He had the ability to gain an intimate understanding of Me--> which was in his DNA. This "thing" is also in your DNA too, son...

Father, what are you saying?

Son, a person who wants to leave his family and go into ministry can't simply do it with the understanding of how to do it. There has to be a training for this. Jesus (the Christ) was trained by the same Spirit that lives within you to hear My voice. THIS is how one is able to walk with Me. I want My people to be able to walk with Me. This will only happen by being trained how to hear My voice. It is possible to hear the voice of the Almighty....

Father, why me?

Son, why not you? You gave up religion; which is the absence of relationship. You gave up your idea of how I behave. You gave up your way of wanting to force your mind to believe that you are a sinner and that I did not give up My life for you. These things have to happen first before one can accept that he or she can fellowship with Me....